PRINCESS POUTS

con•fu•sion |kənˈfyoō zh ən|

noun

1 lack of understanding; uncertainty : there seems to be some confusion about which system does what | he cleared up the confusion over the party's policy.

     a situation of panic; a breakdown of order : the shaken survivors retreated in confusion. 

     a disorderly jumble : all I can see is a confusion of brown cardboard boxes.

See note at jumble 

2 the state of being bewildered or unclear in one's mind about something :she looked about her in confusion. 

     the mistaking of one person or thing for another : there is some confusion between “unlawful” and “illegal” | most of the errors are reasonable confusions between similar words or sequences of words.

 

ORIGIN Middle English : from Latin confusio(n-), from the verb confundere ‘mingle together’ (see confuse ).

As I read the above definitions, I begin to take my pick.  Confusion...is it confusion that I feel now? or maybe I'm hungry. I dont know...but uncertainty.  That unfortunately pops up with great BOLDNESS to my eyes.  What am I confused about though...What?  Am I not happy? I think  I am.  I haven't cried since the day, and I'm not lamenting on anything just yet.  So how can I be confused when the answer is basically staring me in the face breathing down my face! (yeah..that close) gahhh who knows anymore. Life's too messed up to really understand anything.  BUT that doesnt mean im all emo shit and what not. dont get the wrong idea now. k yeah so i started out all formal with the write puntuations and capitalizations but eh.. whats the point. im gonna be the only one reading this shit anyways. 

k well...for lent, i gave up YOUTUBE which totally sucks because...im so addicted. I watch videos when im bored, when im emo shit, or just before i go to bed. it is my saviour from boredom. and now all i have is facebook. now dont get me wrong. facebook is cool. but like i mean common...you can only stare at your wall and wait for that (1) in the inbox for SOO long. i guess i could look at pictures...but why pictures when you can have MOVING pictures on youtube...but i guess i dont really have a choice now do i :(...

anyways. im at sabrinas house. we read our horoscopes. theyre pretty good. wanna hear mine? 

Cancer:  An acquiantance will tempt you with an offer, but in your heart, you know it's not good for you.  Don't be swayed.

Note: for those of you who really know me...you'll know why this kinda freaked me out...for those of you who dont...dont bother asking cause im not gonna tell you. if i really want you to know. you will. :)

then me and sabrina were talking about how I ditched her today. which i didnt btw. but yeah cause i was talking to someone. and then she was like oh you ditched me again omggg. and then i asked her to ready her horoscope. and it sayyyss..

Sagittarius:  Don't take it personally if someone doesn't have time for you today.  They will be free again in the near future.

Okay you cannot tell me thats prettyyyy freakkkyyyy....my favourite part of facebook :) horoscopes.  i think thats awesome. its pretty accurate which i think is weerd..

and i just read another one which i will not tell you becuase it is part of my secret but its pretty...i dont know what the word is. but its precise. its like...so right there. and on. and yeah. its pretty wow..like...wtfuckness...

yeah

k so!

i think im good for my first post :)

so my pouting continues as i still dont know/have what i want.

hugs and kisses<3